We have a plan

Bryce's surgery will be on December 10th at 7:30 in the morning.  We will have a pre op appointment with Dr. Myseros (Neurosurgeon) on December 5th.  We will also donate blood on the 5th at Children's in DC.  We are all O+ so hopefully nothing will be wrong with our blood and he can have ours.  We are only allowed to give 1 unit each, and Bryce only needs 2 units for his surgery so we should be all set.

I thought I would feel a great sense of relief now that the surgery was scheduled....

I am happy we have a plan and can schedule things but also feel nervous/anxious/sad because now that there is a date, it feels very real.  Most days I'm fine and am very positive about the whole thing.  Then I have days like today....I'm sad and nervous and angry that he has to go through this.

So since I have nothing positive to say I'm going to stop writing.  Anyone ever seen Debbie Downer on  SNL?  I feel a little bit like her today.  But I can't help but crack a smile at this skit.  Everyone is totally cracking up.  And who knew Debbie herself had a 2 year stint at Children's?!

http://www.nbc.com/saturday-night-live/video/debbie-downer/n11825/